My dad and I don’t see each other much now that I’ve moved out and I’m never around on his visiting days and now whenever I see him he gets all emotional and he’s trying to be caring and supportive but he’s trying to connect so hard and I feel so much pressure to have deep conversations with him but our relationship is so complicated and I don’t really feel safe to just open up with him so I just feel so powerfully awkward and I just want to not feel weird around my dad all the time and mer. I don’t know. Feeling strange.








